thank u, next

How ironic that my last artwork was about fighting for love no matter the distance between you two and to keep choosing each other. Now I made one about self-love.

“I’m going to smile and make you think I'm happy, I'm going to laugh, so you don't see me cry, I'm going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me – I'm going to smile.” — Lone Star

To be honest, I have nothing to write. The past weekend was terrible and it led to my relationship falling apart totally last night. I couldn't function for days and still am. I needed an outlet to at least express myself or be positive so I made vector art.

I have no hate in my heart and what I feel the most is unbearable sadness for letting the one I truly want to be with, end everything between us. I believe if you really love someone, you have to let them go even how much it hurts. I guess some books have to end and it's the same for our chapter.

Even my mind is clouded and I am a total mess currently, I try my best to at least do something to keep myself busy. I just tell myself that things happen for a reason, both the good and the bad. I know I'll be alright even it takes a lot of time.

So yeah, I think once I get my sh*t together... I'll be able to at least gather my thoughts and properly compose a read.